Friday, February 20, 2009



my cats right now.

yeah i've lost some friends but i'm lucky to have the ones i do. i focus too much on the past and dumb things i've done and friendships i've had instead of investigating the possibilities of new relationships. i keep feeling like i'm missing out but i'm not! it's all right here, in front of me, waiting to be explored.

my father used to tell me that i was half alien, that he was sent to earth years ago on a reconnaissance mission and married my mother and chose to stay on earth. i feel half-alien all the time, so maybe he was telling the truth.

Friday, February 13, 2009

oh, i don't know how i am. it changes. i feel dissociated, mostly. i don't have anything nice to say so i won't say anything at all. i may be going crazy.